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“Lets do something else” she said (to me).  I sit on the batroom counter -and cry.  I ran through the waves with her -    at night. We sit    together on the lifeguard tower.  I see my wall,  and tears stream down my face, as I remmebr (and miss) her.  She hops over the fence – [...]

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I miss you. I cry for you. I’d die for you. Do you remember me? Like I remember you. Do you wish for love to blossom anew? I stand and wait, For you to come back, For love to come back. I believe in you. Do you believe in me?

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I will never make love to you, I will never see skies so blue. I will never see the despair in your eyes, And I never heard your cries. I can see. I can see her. I can see Doria taking her final step.

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I remember that night we sat together on the lifeguard tower. Do you remember when we ran through the waves and you asked me what I was thinking? I remember that night I sat on the bathroom counter, bloodying my knuckles on the counter surface Did you hear me? I remember when you touched my [...]

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Thank you, God For Sakharov, Solzhenitsyn, Galich For Brodsky, Kushner, Mandelstam. For Springsteen and Johnny Cash. For poetry, love, art. For joy. For creativity. For you, God. Without you, we’d be lost.

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found a good place, got a yellow card, realized I had tried too hard.

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“We’re all tired”, he said to me. We’re all tired, but should be free. We’re all stuck deep in the mud. In the swamp, and in the blood. We despair, defend and lie. We’re so tired, we don’t know why. Where is God, when we need him most? Where is God, or is he lost? [...]

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